Feeling frustrated.

It's been a challenging spring both with my schedule and the weather.

I took on this side job thinking I'd be able to handle it. I already work at least 40 hours a week at the garden center. I know it'll slow down soon but still... I have a full time job already.

There is a wedding being held in the yard I'm working on June 23rd. Between the weather and my schedule I'm trying my best to get things looking good. But this is a SIDE job. The money is alright... Is it worth it? I don't think so anymore.

Tonight I dropped by to check on everything. She mentioned that they feel like they are my last priority. {Uh hello, I have a full time job, a church calling, my own little family...} I just want to say I'm am trying my hardest to balance everything and make everyone happy.

I spent an hour there tonight and will spend my Friday evening fertilizing and dead heading all the plants. Wish the weather would warm up and stay warm!!

{I'm tired, frustrated and needed to vent...}