{Puppy kisses Sunday evening}
{Baby silkies are the best way to calm anxiety. They melt my heart}
{My first tulip and my beautiful helleborus}
{The first of many plants to make their way home with me this year. so exciting}
Monday I felt like super woman. I started my day out with Yoga. Then breakfast with Mitch. Headed to work. Attempted to get a lot planted in the greenhouse. Really struggling with anxiety though. {stupid snakes} I stayed til close. The warm weather is bringing lots of customers in. It's a nice change from last March. Hurried home to take care of the boys, change and head to Pilates. After my workout I came home to make smoothies, do the dishes and fold the laundry. I felt super accomplished :)
Tuesday {yesterday} wasn't my best day. Woke up completely exhausted. I was unable to shake it all day. I moved out to greenhouse 8 to plant up quite a few of my trays. No need to double my work by planting in #1 and then moving them all out to #8.... I also received a huge shipment of plants. Realizing I need a helping hand to get things caught up. Struggled with anxiety the whole time I was working in #1 taking out all the new plants and then watering the greenhouse. Can I just say how tired I am of fearing snakes... It's exhausting. They cross my mind all day long and even throughout the night. I really need to find a way to conquer this fear. The stupid things are taking the joy out of my most favorite job!! I want to love my greenhouse again..... Anyways. I called it a day at 3. {I don't take a day off during the spring... just a couple hours here and there}My to do list at home has been forever growing. Even though I was completely fatigued and in a funky/sour mood I was able to check a lot off. washing our bedding. cleaning the boys rooms. doing the dishes. cleaning out the fridge. {we rarely eat left overs.... I hate cleaning out the dishes. yuck. dusting. and steam mopping the boys rooms as well as the main/kitchen floor. It felt good getting a couple things taken care of, except I was so fatigued..... Mitch and I made a quick trip to the store for a few things. He decided to make soup for dinner. I told him to have at it. It was amazing. He even talked me into making cookies to go with it. After we cleaned up the kitchen we curled up on the couch to watch some of our shows. I was so ready to crawl into bed for the night though. Once the sheets were dry I headed upstairs to make the bed and tuck myself away for the night. Mitch has learned that I'm a little OCD with making the bed and I have to remind myself that it's a sweet gesture for him to make the bed alone. We've gotten into way too many fights over how to make the bed. It's much simpler if I get to do it my way ;) I decided to unwind a little bit and browse through my blog roll and then call it a night. I was asleep by 9:30.
After 9+ hours of sleep I'm feeling a little bit better. I forgot how run down I was just a few weeks ago with mono and my thyroid. I'm so grateful for all the really good days I've been having! Here's to hoping that today is a really good day :)
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